I want a home, I'm starting to look at places to move into. It makes me sad that I can only afford to rent when really I want to buy something that I can make mine. I want it to be crazy like me and quirky and imperfect to everyone except me. I can't explain my need to have my own place. Maybe its because I want to be able to close a door and escape from the world somewhere it can't get me. The vampires won't be able to enter because I won't invite them in to suck me dry.
Alas the search is a little futile at the moment but I'll get there. I want a side street in london, I'm looking into small loft like places that are raw and need work but have charm.
I think I'm definitely asking too much o.0
oh well at least I'm trying.
ciao
