Nail varnish FTW

I was perusing the internet, when I stumbled across the most amazing, luxurious and mind blowing nail colour. Well, its not new it was quite fashionable amongst the autumn winter fashionistas but I couldn't have cared less back then but now, NOW I want it =] I think it would look so hot against a tan and the other colour would just counter balance a tan in an icy cold manner. So tomorrow I am spending the money I saved up on nail varnish and the colours will be Gold and Silver and if I'm luck a colour called mushroom by Barry M. Exciting? I think so! (or maybe I'm just a sad and lonely person, but who cares? not me ^^)

The search begins

I was in Camden last year in the stables market, where they had newly opened quite a large part of the stables market after the refurbishments. Walking around in a small vintage bric brac store I spotted the worlds most beautiful vintage white dress gown, it had a high neck, long sweeping sleeves and reached the floor in beautiful layers. Made of cream satin and lace I'm sure it was designed for night-time use but I would wear it during the day on my own and bask in the glory of its beauty. I would wear it only when I left deserving of it's fragile yet beautiful nature and when I felt like being indulgent. The only problem in this equation is that i must first find this dress of my dreams, this marvel that maybe will only pass by once in a life time (in which case I would sadly have missed my only opportunity). If my chances are so low I think, although it wouldn't be the same I would have to settle for second best, and if so I will be the proud owner of a memory of this dress, for at least I have had a chance to catch a glimpse of it.

Anyways enough cheesy poop xD, I am going to find THE dress or at least one that resembles my memory!! <3

ALEJANDRO.... its finally here ^^

So I've waited and waited for this video and to be honest it was worth it, it's so different to anything she's done so far. Again is a long film with a story linked into it (approx: 8:43) I think in this video we see her at her most exposed I dunno if it was deliberate but she has a lot of crazy outfits in this one but at the same time there's a lot of her, this is not to say naked although there is a lot of flesh being flashed, More in the way that you get to see her as a person in the most ordinary I think we will ever see her, but she is not at all boring in anyway. The film is quite inappropriate for tv although technically speaking you don't see anything, there is a lot of sexual content xD.
I loved the intro, it was so sinister I couldn't help but be mesmerised. i had a good giggle when I saw her machine gun bra it was soooo cool, but not at all wearable in the outside world ^^. I do however not understand why the guys tied to the beds had to wear fishnet stockings and stilettos but then again this is Lady Gaga so who knows.
Overall: I LOVVVE IT! XD

whats missing...

There are a number of things that are missing in my life, I am missing the reason to get up in the morning, something or someone to stop each day blurring into the next and helping me distinguish one day from the next, events or memories that will bring along that difference, I think the best way to stop me from losing my mind would be to get a job but thats easier said than done right now. Jobs are becoming increasingly harder to get when you don't have any prior experience, why is no one willing to give me that chance, one chance is all I need to show that I am reliable and that I am organised, helpful and people friendly. My problem is that I hate writing about myself and I tend to shy away when it comes to saying nice stuff about myself, in my mind is vain and egotistical to make these assumptions about yourself but I do see how it aids potential bosses pick and chose employers.

I wish I could be employed based on my actual skills and assets.

Oh well I will be jobless until one really brave and amazing person decides to take the plunge and give me a chance and employ me.

Until then I will be around london having fun and eating new exciting food with my hastily running out money. Anyways I have the new Stephanie Meyer book to read whilst I impatiently await the verdict that is my course result and the rejection emails from failed cv applications, optimism is far and far between right now. But I will not let it get in my way, I will keep trying until I find someone who likes me for who I am! Amen

ciao x<3

REVISION TIME...

OKIE DOKIE... so apparently it's revision time,

if by now you have not started revising you are by (parents) law

going to fail your exams...

Are exams not just a massive memory game?

What happens to those of us who do not have excellent memories,

are we all just destined to fail and live lives serving chips in Mcdonalds

or working at the check outs in tesco? NO is the answer, some of us just weren't

meant for exams and others seem to walk into an exam and it gives

them an instant memory jog. I to be honest never revised and the one time

I did I practically failed that exam lucky a D is still a pass =S

Exams are meant to be a test of what you actually learnt in class,

it's almost cheating if you then go home and then teach yourself?!!

STOP TEACHING YOURSELF THATS NOT WHY YOU GO TO

SCHOOL, THEN YOU MIGHT ASWELL STAY AT HOME AND NOT

MAKE EVERYONE ELSE LOOK BAD!!....

Revision is a waste of time and goes against the rules of a real exam.

I would like to see a hardcore nerd go into an exam without revising

and watch him stress out and try and do as good as the rest of us slackers

because we are talented in areas of procrastination.

I bet we could get better grades!!!

anyways enough ranting.

ciao

xx

(for my lovely son Ian)

heart

amor vincit omnia

Bootee love =^^=

Okay so I went shopping today, and I bought the most wonderful pair of shoes in the world I think this is my most materialistic moment EVER! but it's ok because we all have these moments and its fair enough when its a pair of shoes because they will quite literally walk with you through life, so its necessary that they look good and are comfortable.

So I have had my eyes on these specific pair of ankle boots for ages but I have never had the money to buy them, they were first out in Topshop and reminded me of converse all star with a heavy rubber sole which immediately attracted me since I love my converse! It was like I was seeing them everywhere, I could look but I couldn't wear! it made me sad ='[ so anyway i was looking in New Look on sunday and I found a replica looking bootee but it was actually the worst made shoe I have ever had the unfortunate luck to set my eyes on. They had placed the loveliest black ankle boot on the worst contrasting white rubber sole heel and it almost made me cry =[. so I went on an internet screen shop yesterday and found that they had them in river island, and dude did I march out there and stare at them today in Westfield =] and then by pure luck and kind heartedness my grandmother asked to buy them for me. I had a hard time saying yes to be honest because i find it hard to accept such gifts but I did and I put them on in the shopping centre and I trooped home in them and they were amazing to walk in and I love them!

It's so sad but I am in love with a pair of buckled ankle boots that cost £39.99, what has my life been reduced to?

But lets be honest I secretly love fashion but only when I can take it and make it my own, it's so so so annoying when you get a mental image of something you want and then you can't find it anywhere just because its not in fashion I wish I could make clothes =[

anyways enough!

ciao

x<3

Lady G and Alejandro the secret love affair

I was cheated!

but I rather enjoyed it nonetheless, I saw the teaser for

ALEJANDRO! it looks good it looks good it looks good! xD

I want to see it and I want to see it now! ='[

I'm excited because I may finally be able to see Lady G in concert!

she has added another date to the monster ball tour in the o2

in december so I have time to save up and loike buy a ticket!!

I'm so so so excited now all I have to do it find a job which is way

harder than I ever imagined! =[ which is bad times.

She is so inspirational, I love her music, make up, style and motto!

ciao

Alejandro count down

OH ME GOSH THE COUNT DOWN UNTIL TOMORROW STARTS!!!

Lady Gaga's Alejandro being released TOMORROW!!!

oh! I'm so excited I wonder she will do next =]

so yar oh me gosh excitement... that means I get to watch it!

arghhhhh! I want to scream tehe...

ciao

xxx

Horror movie review apparently

sooooo.... latest horror movie review is of:

What lies beneath

Where do I start, the story was slightly confusing and revolves around this lady who has lost her memory in a self committed car crash. She then regains her memory slowly, and starts either hallucinating or seeing ghosts I couldn't quite work it out it got stupid and confusing. So she figures out that she was haunted by a girl her husband had an affair with -_- so yar the film had 'scary' bits apparently but I wouldn't know I fell asleep towards the end and woke up suddenly to my friend jumping out of her skin. I personally did not like the story line, it was slow moving and the audience was left not knowing what to think or suspect from the rest of the film. I won't be watching it again nor will I be recommended it to anyone unless they are looking for a good bedtime film =]

rating time!!!

rating: 2/10....

never again and the two points it got was for Michelle pfieffer's acting and because she is incredibly beautiful and good looking for her age.